Where does Manifesting happen for ME?

Wow, it has been awhile since I last blogged. Right now, I have this feeling of just "be". My husband is "off" with his new job. My son just phoned last night to say that his application is going to Washington and when his application is passed from there, he will be studying in Finland next year...and I, I am just "being" today...

I am waiting for a call to come through at this moment...and I know it will be engaging...it is meaningful and yet, the silence I am experiencing right now...is "still"...
"BEING", "STILL" - finding that still point, zero point...

I am liking just "hanging" today, just "being" - and believe me, certainly these past few months I have not even had the time to stop...

"Stop" hmm,

Do I allow myself to just have a moment for myself? Better yet, do I allow myself to have a day for myself? Do I allow myself to "fully" have a wave, no matter where I am, or who I am with? Do I allow or even give myself permission to STOP, BE Still?

Today, from my left eye I could hardly see out of...what pressure have or what pressure am I putting on (and it could be about not allowing myself to just "Stop" and just "BE" wallowing in "nothing" today).

I am going to ask myself the question differently...it's okay to "Stop", "Be Still" and find that "Still point" because at those points, manifesting happens...my body already feels "lifted" and that feeling of wanting to "sleep" once again today has also "lifted"...no, it is not bad, good, right, or wrong...I am an advocate of a nap in the middle of the afternoon, especially now that I have amazing sunshine that comes thur my windows!...it is an awareness of allowing myself to "just take" an opportunity for myself to just find a "still point" for myself - and know that too is amazing place to be, because that too, is where "manifesting" happens for me!

Whether it be a 5 min "Stop" or and all day "Still" - I lavish and delight in it all!!!

This is a very different place for me to stand...trust yourself