I feel like I am coming out of a horrible flu these past few days - my head aches, and I am very aware that my world has done a flip. I am very aware that I am inviting/allowing whatever I want to metabolize to do so, and if it takes that extra 'second' or opening up space, giving loads of time, then that is what I will do. There is so much there, and I am not willing to stop it. I can liken it to the flow of Niagara Falls. It has been there for years, locked down and it wants to just let go, and my life will never be the same - even looking at yesterday....never the same.
I say this with excitement, joy and happiness. I am a lot clearer on who I am, and what I am. These past two weeks, spending time with other women at Oceanstone, Emerging Futures: Entrepreneurial Women, has given me a quantum leap in clarity for myself.
What is clear to me is that over the next few months I am going to talk and blog about the difference in my thinking (wow, from this flip, re-claiming MY life, what I no longer "suffer" from (no-one is aware of the many extreme 'health' issues that I have walked through since I have allowed myself to metabolize - just by breathing deeply into the base of my spine -over this past year, and talking in small groups of what really matters to me). AND how... and only this shift in paradigm, has made it clear to me, that I LIVE FULLY NOW - in the other paradigm I was approaching a slow death.
Right now, I am taking care of myself. It is no surprise to me that when I was leaving Halifax that my flight was delayed four hours. Yes, I wait - I will talk about that soon as that has made a huge difference in my life. And no surprise to me that "they" say that we are going to have a lot of snow storms this week here in Ottawa.
Yes, the scales read 20 pounds lighter, then two weeks ago. That is not about weight, yet more clarity for me about WAIT.
I am going to go now, and will return soon. Yes, it is more important for me to take care of ME right now then anyone else. This is huge for me to say this, and I mean it!!!! Breathing and breathing deeply is important for me to pay attention too....talk soon
2 comments:
Wow! Marie! I, for one, am very much looking forward to your becoming more active on your blog with all of your discoveries. I look forward to reading every word; and I know that I'll discover more about myself as a result.
aloha and a hug,
Louise
I can feel the energy and the essence of who you are just leap off the page.
I'm looking forward to reading of your experiences.
Huge Hugs,
Amy
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