Connectiveness!!!

A sense of "being" is washing over me and I am elated to say that I don't have the belief that I am alone anymore. I don't know how to explain it scientifically, and know it is more about the quantum science then Newtonian science - may if I will, we had or still have a worldview of space as being empty - void - you know, nothing is bad or good, right or wrong, and to tell you my truth, this notion doesn't work for me anymore because it only gave me a sense of isolation, loneliness, aloneness, disconnect from every other human being....and I want to learn more about this "connectiveness" I am experiencing, that speaks about the "not seen" and the incredible sense of knowing I am so connected to people from the Maritimes, Southern Ontario, England, places i lived before, people that have come into my life over this past year, (I am sure that as I expand so too does my "field"??? Marie, just play with this idea who knows where it will go...) what is it, that I am thinking about a certain person and that day or even the next day, the person contacts me from away? I am even wondering about the theory of "coincidence" - hmm, in mathematics it is all about two angles coming together - before that meaning satisfied my awareness - and now, what is that all about? Fun to think that it was a coincidence, and of course we know it never is, and that something coming together to occupy the same space at the same time - how does that work? I believe we are more connected then by chance - we are never alone... We are more connected, in a very different way, then we have been taught to believe. I know for me, the case was that I have been so externally reference that i looked outside myself for my answers. I really looked towards "authority" for my answers. You know, they have all the answers, and that is why they are experiencing "cancer", "suicide" "depression" all on the increase- man, way too much responsibility for me to be responsible for all!!!
Okay Marie, this blogging is all about "me"!!! What does this mean for me, right now.... how externally referenced I was and yes, I don't know what but I will admit this - something in me, there is something still there, (something I pay attention to now) and how that is so "------" i don't even have the words to describe how deep externally referenced permeated in me...and how I turned so inward on myself to not allow any fire breathe to move in my body - that is the breathe that is transforming - changes your life instantly! And no, it is not about, once the breathe is moving it gives me permission to tell anyone and everyone I wanted to ever"let them have it" have it - it is all about, stand out of your own way, breathe deep into the base of your spine, with your mouth closed, follow the impluse, then once the body stablizes, let yourself know the truth of YOUR OWN experience... Today, I have had an amazing day so far, four people contacted me to set up things with me, great conversation with a Wel-systems friend, and I am so excited that my husband and I have joined a ballroom dance class with another couple that want to have as much fun as I do in my life! Yahoo!!!! LOL (PS it is surprizing me how effortless it is as I am choosing to move through my life differently going into my emergying future...I am not alone.)